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The more self-love we have, the less we will experience self-abuse. Self-abuse comes from self-rejection, and self-rejection comes from having an image of what it means to be perfect and never measuring up to that ideal. Our image of perfection is the reason we reject ourselves the way we are, and why we don’t accept others the way they are.

- Don Miguel Ruiz

more on thoughts to ponder here

One of the many perks that goes along while enjoying your hobby is getting to realize that you can earn money out of it. It goes with the saying like “Find a job that you enjoy and you’ll never work for another day” . Coin collectors are one of them, just like my father who has been one since he was young. He was really passionate about rare coins that he really took the effort and did some research and careful study about it. I remember seeing those in our cabinet and was really amazed when I saw the dates on the coins. He’s now trying to find a good deal wherein he can find more of those silver dollar that he wanted to add up on his collections and see if he could trade it in the near future. Monaco I think is a great place for him to do business with for it offers rare coins for investors and collectors, not to mention that it has been in the business for a number of years and bee an expertise when it comes to rare coin deals.

I was doing an EC dropping when I noticed that I was given an award by Sunshine! thank you so much and I really appreciate it very much!

Psychological:

~Anxiety
~Irritability
~Feeling “out of control”
~Tearfulness
~Depression
~Forgetfulness
~Exhaustion
~Feelings of aggression or anger
~Panic attacks
• Changes in sleep patterns, sex drive and appetite.

Physical

~Headaches/migraine
~Feeling/being bloated
~Weight gain
~Tender breasts
~Abdominal pain
~Swelling of the hands and feet
~Backache and painful joints
~Nausea
~ Epilepsy, asthma, migraine and cold sores may worsen.

Today marks the 2nd year death anniversary of Daddy, we visited him yesterday at the Himlayang Pilipino at Q.C. We woke up as early as 5 a.m to get ready as we don’t want to be caught up in traffic jam, we just commute by riding a bus and a jeepney to be able to get there. Offered prayers and flowers to him and mommy and her parents who were beside them as well. Weather is good as the morning sunshine is kinda cold. Kids only vivid memory of daddy is that he always makes and prepare oatmeal for their breakfast, Gabby could still fully remember their small talks then. Nicco on the other hand was about to learn how to walk and couldn’t talk much then. I know he is happy and smiling wherever he is now, we missed you too daddy!

Part One – Describe:

Your hair? Rebonded

Your mother? Understanding and kind

Your father? Silent type person

Your favorite food? Pizza

Your dream last night? None

Your favorite drink? Iced Tea

Your dream/goal? To be able to raise my kids well.

The room are you in? Bed room

Your hobby? bloggging

Your fear? heights

Your TV? is on right now, kids are watching cartoons

Your Pets? Dog.

Friends? haven’t seen them for quite some time

Your life? doing great

Your mood? worried, the little boy is sick

If you’re missing someone? friends

Your best friend? is in province now.

Part Two – The Where’s?

Where do you want to be in 6 years? still here but successful, financially wise

Where were you last night? at home

Where did you grow up? Quiapo

One place that I go to over and over? malls lol.

Your favorite place to eat out? pizza restos.

Wish list items? Laptop

Last time you laughed? awhile ago.

Last time you cried? I forgot when

Part Three – The What’s?

Something that you aren’t? talkative

Last thing you did? blog and still blogging now. ahaha

What are you wearing? short and tee.

Something you’re not wearing? Accessories

Your favorite store? Online stores. hee

is what my mom wants me to become, but being the number hater that I am I immediately take off the idea because I really wanted to take journalism as my course when I was about to graduate in high school then. I even wanted to become a psychologist too. After weighing the pros and cons, I gave in to my mom’s request and enrolled in one of the business schools here in Manila, but my grades then was not able to reach the requirements for me to take the course in Accountancy, I opted to take Banking and Finance and hopes to shift on my first choice the next sem, but it never happened as I enjoyed my course and didn’t pursue the dream of becoming a part of Las Vegas CPA. But am still on the same boat and doing some business related jobs such as those in relation to accounting.

1. Do you think it was important to send a man to the moon?

~I don’t think so

2. What is your biggest fear?

~Sickness w/ no cure

3. If someone hung a sign around your neck today, what would it say and why?

~ Life is good. Be happy always

4. What is the longest line that you’ve stood in and was it worth it?

~ line in paying taxes, very unworthy since it was such a waste of time.

5. As the holidays approach, what song are looking forward to hearing again?

~Christmas carols

6. Whose music do you think is the most important of your generation’s?

~ Couldn’t think of any in particular now.

7. Do you find it is to be kind to strangers? Give an example.

~ yup. Don’t do unto others what you don’t want others o unto you.

8. When do usually lose your patience?

~ annoying ang redundant remarks

9. Is there a book that you’re dying to see as a movie?

~Twilight

is what our van badly needs since it was submerged into the flood water two months ago during the typhoon Ondoy. We haven’t tried to start it’s engine since then and it took so long before we decided to have it repaired because we are short on budget. Buying a new one is not a priority for we could not afford it even for the next two years, the educational and household expenses are on the top of our list as of this time. It was decided that we’ll just have it repaired to a nearby car repair shop and buy necessary car accessories like the car floor mats and have the seats upholstered for a brand new look, I think that will be it for the meantime.